琦琪 2010

new year

2010-02-12T07:27:00.000-08:00

it's this time of year again, where I'll be thinking about what i had done at my past years.
the result. . . Nothing

every year, I'll hope that this is my last year at Miri, but every year i get disappointed.
i felt that there's nothing important in my current life, no worries, no burdent, no hapiness, no nothing

valentines day is the same day with new year this year, i never had really celebrate velentine with a boy before, not sure what it will be like. bt now, i wont hope for nothing special happening, having a relationship is not important for me anymore. i only hope that i could do my best on studies and badmnton, and thats all what i want this year.

HApi New + year

^^

2010-01-14T00:13:00.000-08:00

hmm....it's another school day, felt so bored..

Raining

7. 1. 2010

2010-01-08T18:16:00.000-08:00

This is a post for my past pet [红豆]
he past away that day..

sadness..every thing around me looks so negative, no mood to study, no mood to eat.

i so wish he was still back in my life

but just like my mum said ' everything must go on, you can't look back again '

i prayed that he could live better in his after life, at least not being a hamster .

i missed you a lot, but i can't be to selfish for not letting you go

信任

2009-12-23T05:42:00.000-08:00

第一次是偶然

第二次是必然

第三次是命中注定

但是第四次就只是一派胡言了

+

2009-12-22T04:19:00.000-08:00

My bruises are painful enough, but the words that you said hurts me more than the pain

2009-12-15T15:56:00.000-08:00

KL's sea world

ship to marudi (scary))

2009-12-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

Milo + Honey

2009-12-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

i was making my milo afternoon, then suddenly i found out there was no milk in my fridge....i was worried and conernd........then i found a botle of honey inside, without thinking, i mixed them up.........

the result.............
Spectacular!!!

it was the best milo i ever tasted

delicious*

i could never be the daughter you want

2009-12-06T23:41:00.000-08:00

no matter what i did it is always wrong

no matter who my friends are, you always think they are bad

no matter how i do things to make you happy you never see it in your eyes

no matter how i feel, you dont care

i tried to make myself to apreciate that you are my mother,
but did yoou treat me as your daughter

the outside world is tough, but communicating with you is tougher

i'm back

2009-12-06T00:08:00.000-08:00

Back from the camp..
had so much fun playing with friends, know lots of friend from there.

thought i could forgot about you after the camp, but who knows......haiz.........

ish*

tips

2009-11-28T04:20:00.000-08:00

when you are sad or is having a really huge problem??

1- close your eyes
2-take a big breath
3-count to ten
4-the answer will appear

deleting a wonderful memory

2009-11-27T19:35:00.000-08:00

i tink of you everyday in my mind.
but i can't like these.... need delete diao, cos you have your ownlife now, cannot always depend on you when i am moody, or needed people help me play facebook.

delete delete delete//

i wished you could be happy, and i won't hate you like lastime. [we're still friends, forever will just be friends]

^^

deleted*

haiz

2009-11-27T08:02:00.000-08:00

now 12 midnight dy..
can't slep. thinking to much
but damn scared of ghost after watching 'phobea 2' with ming.
so, better get to bed now.

nitex*

...

2009-11-27T07:47:00.001-08:00

its long time we hadn't contact.
sorry didn't reply your massage or answer your calls, because it seems so weird that you write those stuff.
heard people said that you had changed til very play, how could you be like this??
i missed the old you, but i suppose time won't re wined back..

disappointed*

Add Maths

2009-11-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

the hardest maths i ever seen.
wow, 1st day tuition 'Mr. Ting' scold me, say what my basic not good, 1st time got people said that my maths not good...

very hard to do almost all of them, who can help me ==?

Sad*

just a day*

2009-10-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

another day had past gain
felt like i had be more mature
i had ended my life @ school for now
i dont want to go back there, i dont want those worse thing happening in my life
school should be fun, but since that day, it had been my nightmare
i got a lot of ' ? ' about things that had happened in my school life
my friend said that i am very ‘内向' cos i will not want to meet new friends
mayb i am, because i am scared that once you had a friend, you will know 1 day that you are going to lost he/her.
the more friend i know, the more friend i will lost

i realy want to understand all those '?'
..please just give me an answer..

PMR days (1)

2009-10-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

wow...bm quite hard, all i spot d thing dun hav test dao...haiz~
haha..yesterday v suprise, someone i least espected send me a massage, tell me to jai you on pmr...v hapi lar..thnx...tml wan exam sc n bi liao, like my papa say gam 'kacang putih la' (mean v easy...) haha, this morning mumy 1st time wll wake up n talk to me before i go school, usualy she just sleep till the sunlight burns her buttock then chai wake..haha, she gt help me tye hair lagi, hapi lor~

thatz just for today...bye wish all pmr students kambateh, dun eat to much carbohydrate ya o.<

HILLARY DUFF - who's that girl

2009-09-30T18:23:00.000-07:00

There were places that we would go at midnight,
there were secrets that no body would know ow,
there's a reason but i dont know why i dont know why i dont know why,
i thought they all belong to me.

who's there girl

where she's from

no she can't be the one

that you want

that stollen my world.

it's not real

it's not right

is my day

is my night

by the way who's that girl.....
living my life

seem's like everything the same around me
then i look again then erverything has change ~
i've been dreaming so i don't know why i don't know why
she's everywhere i wan to be

(love it)

"Zz to school"

2009-08-07T05:01:00.001-07:00

i hate this film...hate it!!!
SAMUEL CHEE plz delete it...

sad story*

2009-08-07T04:53:00.000-07:00

~a cat died~

~i saw it with my own eyes~

~sadest thing i ever seen~

~i cried~

~wished that it can go 2 a hapi haven~

~where no one can hurt it anymor~

~gd bles u~

nt kiding..

hapi bday*

2009-08-07T04:48:00.000-07:00

Hapi bday 2 mr snail..haha....c i gt rite a post 4 u le o...you xin leh~

hoho...thnx 4 yor wish leh, i wil try 2 b hapi gehx, eventhough i stil will cry somtime ...haha..

cz i m ku bao ma..haha

[stupid didi] edited by qiqi~

2009-07-28T00:44:00.000-07:00

no giv mii~

sart lei~

lol~

这不是第一次了！！

2009-07-25T08:14:00.000-07:00

this is not the 1st time u had said d 3 words,

its nt important hw many time u said it,

its mor important if u mean what u said.

hard to belive again...

dissapointed

=.=

2009-07-23T23:13:00.001-07:00

present~

past~

F*

2009-07-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

F- future

Future, where's mine??

future 4 mi is oni 2 go 2 tassie,

bt wad about d other's

i hav no other goals

bcause of that single future, i had 2 secrifice others

what if i cant get those A's

will i have another road 2 go??

L*

2009-07-15T01:37:00.000-07:00

L - love

Wds love??

R*

2009-07-11T00:19:00.000-07:00

R - Rain

when rain falls

it falls with some memories

rain wil remind us of those unlucky memories

some people wil felt moody when rain comes

its not because what the rain had done

bt is because what the rain had reminded them for

S*

2009-07-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

S - Sick

''so cold

so many flu

dadi tought a gt H1N1

bt thank god dun hv

n nw i oni slep every day

hope wil get well soon''

15 first day

2009-06-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

finaly biger 1 more year liaw..
wana say thnx 2 al my family n fren 4 givin mi such a wonderful day...